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Monday, June 1, 2015

A act of kindness a day will keep bad feelings away :)

Today I have decided to make sure that I give at least one compliment to someone everyday. You just never know how much it can brighten up someone's day.

I personally believe it can really make a difference in someone's day, because each time someone gives me a compliment it really makes me happy.

For example, today is one of many days that I have been coming down hard on myself about my looks. I don't know why...ultimately I know that I'm not ugly . However sometimes I don't think I'm pretty enough. Normally the girls that get all of the attention have flawless makeup ...nails done...hair always well groomed ...and great bodies. As for me I am totally opposite. Even though I must admit I have been doing extremely better with my hair. THANK GOD FOR YOUTUBE!!! Lol. Now my biggest issue is my weight and simply not feeling girly enough. I wanna be the girl that keeps her nails done and eyebrows plucked, with the best of the best makeup. However being the broke college student I am ...that is most definitely on the back burner.

So with all these expectations I have for myself, sometimes I forget about the natural beauty that I already have. And honestly I think a lot of people can relate , because we are our own worse critics. So sometimes it's great to have someone compliment you ...And help you remember how beautiful you really are.

I'm currently at my job right now and I was waiting on two gentlemen. We were talking about YouTube and how it teaches you how to do anything. I began to talk about how I wanted to get into make-up.(I didn't have any makeup on btw). The two guys looked at me and both said...you are lucky to have a nice natural beauty, and that I didn't need make up at all. And when they were leaving they told me to stay beautiful and have a nice day .

I honestly don't think they know how much that made my day. It's not that I need to be accepted by anybody, but it is really nice to know when your beauty is noticed. Everyone needs that kick of self esteem every now again.

So I made this long post just to say....BE KIND! If you are thinking of something nice about someone , make sure you say it. It could possibly make there day.

Re-Introduction


Okay! Hey everyone who might be reading this. I would like to reintroduce myself (in my jay-z voice lol.) I have had this blog since the year of 2009. However I have not been consistent with my blogging. Even though I have not blogged in like 2 years, I always have this itch to keep blogging.  So you know what???....That's what I'm going to do lol. 



Who is "Keyiana," in 2015???


  1. I am now 20 years old.
  2. I started this blog when I was only 14. So I have grown a lot!!! 
  3. I am currently single and looking but not looking lol.
  4. I live with 3 roommates...one in which is my uncle lol (he is only 27)
  5. I go to art institute of Atlanta.
  6. I major in video production.
  7. I have a kitten named Mr.Mittens
  8. I work at waffle house of all places!
  9. I drive a very loud and obnoxious mustang.
  10. Last but not least, I'm the coolest on the planet!

The objective of this blog.

My objective for this blog is more of a therapeutic hobby for me. However I would love to meet people from this blog that share the same similarities as me, but at the end of the day I really don't care to much about my number of followers. The reason why I am so set on this blog is because I am a very EMOTIONAL  person!!! Sometimes I have so much pint up emotion, that I just kinda freak out ( not in a crazy way). I just have moments where I am really sad or really happy or really whatever other emotion I am. And when this happens, sometimes it's very hard for me to express how I feel because I feel as if nobody gets me. I have been called sensitive all my life and it gets frustrating because I don't wanna show how I really feel due to the fact people are just going to judge me for being "sensitive." 

What to look for.

What to look for in this blog is a ROLLER COASTER full of emotion type post. I want to blog about my life. I want to let you guys know how I am feeling at the moment. Hopefully with this blog I can make new friends and just share a bond like no other :)  

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Just a day

Sooo I got home around one. I should have took pics of my day but I'm still getting use to getting back into this blog thing. But honestly I didn't do a lot today. I just went to my boyfriend house early in the morning and stayed there all day. I truly feel like I live with him lol. I wake up and go straight to his house most of the time. I even take my showers over there. It feels weird to be this close with somebody. I have not really been this close in a relationship with someone before. But it's great, I know me and him havnt been dating for a long time but I honestly feel as if he is the one. The way he looks at me and the way he take care of me I just love it. We just have a strong connection. It is sooooo crazy!!! I have never had a boyfriend that I just was around 24/7. But when I tell you guys that me and him do EVERYTHING together...we really do. Like Since the first day I meet him I have not missed a day of seeing him. I love it so much we really have a bond :) :) :)

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Im back!!!!!!!  Boy oh boy do I miss blogging. This time it is going to be a little different. For example I don't really care about spell check, I will spell or misspell my words as much as I want. Also there is no holding back what so ever. As I mentioned on my header....I am treating this like my online diary. If you stay posted I swear you will know every detail of my life, if you don't stay posted then oh well I just really need a place to vent!
 ANYWHOOOOOOO lets get to the good stuff! :) Here is a update on my life.
I am 18 years of age and I will be 19 very soon on October 13th. I currently am in college but im dropping that shit asap! Honestly college is not for me and I have decided to make it another way. Also I have a boyfriend who I like a lot lol. We have been dating for almost 2 months but I can honestly say that I never been so involved in a relationship before like this one. I love how he can be very demanding and stern but at the same time sweet and wanting to give me everything in the world. My little nickname for him is daddy! Ha I honestly thought that calling guys daddy was so cheesy and corny but im not going to lie I love calling him daddy for some strange reason.
Yup yup this is my love bug. Meet Yehowshua aka Josh. My Jamaican man. One thing that is so funny about our relationship is that before we got together I was telling my mom how I wanted a nice looking Jamaican guy but I did not want him to have a accent. And guess what the next day I meet josh who just so happened was Jamaican and did not have an accent unless he chose to. That was pretty awesome.
 Next on the list lets talk about the next love of my life which is my car! This was an graduation present and lets just say I love my PaPa forever!!!!!! Even though I'm broke and can't feed my baby enough gas ...me and this mustang ride out every damn day!
Well I'm going to wrap this up because I'm getting a little sleepy but yeah that is a preview of what is more to come :)

Friday, May 27, 2011

Have not blogged in forever





soooooo i have not blogged in awhile and i feel like i need to. But i really don't know what to talk about. Nothing really has been going on with me really but just me simply living my life. Oh well im really getting into film editing and my mom convinced me to try to go to college for it so yea thats what i want to do. Far as social life all my friends are the best ever. Love life is rocky lol. I think i like one guy den i dnt and think i like another so i guess im just chillin it with boys. What ever happens happens. I do have one ex boyfriend my most recent i broke up with him and he just does not know the word no. ha right when i type that my phone vibrated and its him. Check this out he has another girlfriend now and still trying to make passes to me. I guess i got it like that lol jp. But me and him are never going to be well yea so ill blog again i promise sorry if stuff is misspelled or anything i dnt feel like proof reading it lol

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Video chat





I really really really love video chat lol. It just so funny. I think It is way better then just talking on the phone lol. But that is just me. I love doing me like im a twin. I am just a silly person

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

sooooooooooo!!!!!!! What you think

sooo i been thinking lately I know I said i was going to start back blogging on this blog but my friend and I start blogging together again. I really dont know If i should still maintain this blog or not if my followers still out ther let me know lol

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Coming bck to blogging

Hey havnt been on here in awhile cause i tried to do a blog with a friend. Lets just say it didn't work out, but we are still really good friends though. So yea keke is bck bloggin on here :).

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

CHECK IT OUT

Hey everybodi me and my friend mariah have a new blog out. Make sure you check it out at luvateen.blogspot.com It is going to be way better than this one once we really get it started up. There are diffrent sections like silly pics and videos and hopefully we come up with more stuff.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

The great thing at church camp.
















I couldn't believe that this was going to happened to me. So here is the story. This week I was at church camp in Alabama and just go back yesterday. How was it you may ask. IT CHANGED MY LIFE. I have never been so in touched with GOD as how I was at camp. I praised him like I never praised him before. One day I was soooo caught up in him that I started speaking in tongues. For those who don't know what that is it is a gift GOD gives you when he is ready that is a language that is only spoken for him. You can't teach this language most people don't even know what they are saying unless you have the gift to translate it. But anyways that was the best thing ever. Then I also got baptize for the first time. I'm so ready to give my life to him. I'm not listening to any secular music at all. If I so happened have a friend that wants to make it in the rap game and wants me to listen I will and give my input but that's about it. But church camp is awesome I also meet five new great friends Mariah, Jarod, Kayla, Linda, and Alivia. All the pics of them are above. But all four of these people are a blessing to call friends. Kayla and I got baptized together. Me and Jarod talk and give each other advice and walk in baby steps in Christ together. And so does me and Mariah. And Alivia and Linda has such a kind loving soul I love them all.

Friday, May 21, 2010

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
















Last day of skool its about time im soooooo happy. Im tired of doing skool work. Man this year went by so fast. I guess cause I had like the best year. Learned some life lessons and had fun too.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

MY BESTIE:D


It's only one more day of school. One of the people who I am going to miss most is my best friend Christian. He is the best. I tell him EVERYTHING!!! I never thought I would be this close to him and I just meet him this year its crazy. But I'm glad we are best friends. The funny thing about this is when I first meet him I had a huge crush on him. I thought it was nice to know that he showed interest in me to,but then we got close. Nothings wrong with close but we are toooooo close lol. I don't even like him in that way what so ever now lol. It's crazy. But he is such a good friend and I really hope we get to hang out allot this summer.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Nun to do

Just edited a pic. Looks nice to me lol. Im kinda bored now;(. Im just ready for school to end only 5 more days to go yaaaaay. I need a break from high school lol. Can't say I dont love it doe cause i do. Man I really don't know what to do with myself right now im so bored. Mayb ill see what movie I can watch on demand.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Milkshake on deck;)


Just got back from steak n shake lol. I know its a shame drinking a milkshake and 12 sum in the morning. But my mom just popped outta nowhere and was like lets get a milkshake. So u know im down lol. Love strawberry milk shakes that is my fav. ;) Im kinda sleepy too right now but I don't wanna go to sleep lol.

bored

I was bored and decided to make a video lol. I know im crazy and the music is kinda off from my mouth lol but its all good haha.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

My moms bday:)


Yaaaaaay!!! Today is my mother's birthday and im so happy. She is the best mom in the world. Even though she is really really really CRAZY. Lol like right now im looking at her run around the room acting like she a gym trainer lol. She always have me laughing. I could never ask for a better mom:)

Friday, April 30, 2010

New found love


This is the craziest thing ever. I never thought there would be a day. For the first time I truly can say I feel that my step dad really cares for me and loves me. You see me and my step dad never really had a true relationship. It was basically a type of thing where I do what he saids and everything will run well. Now what type of relationship is that. Every time I see my girlfriends and there dads hanging and laughing and smiling, I'm the girl that just looks and get jealous.

I just think how bad i want that to be a little daddy's girl. I seriously crave that all the time. And i was upset that i did not have that cause my step dad and I never really talk. But yesterday was a whole turn around. It started with me cleaning the kitchen and he came in there fusing and asking me why I didn't do this and that. When he does stuff like this he makes me nervous and I start stuttering and saying stuff I didn't mean. So I started doing that and he asked me why I was lying and all these things. Then outta nowhere I just blew up. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CRAZY!!! Everything just came out about how i didn't like how he talked to me and how I wanted a real daughter dad relationship with him. Who would have known he actually listened. It was like a big stack of anger I held back, and it all came out. I couldn't believe it. I started crying and everything. And when I looked in his eyes and when he told me how much he care for me and my mom I really saw it in his eyes. It was the best thing in the world.

I don't think I have been any happier. It meant the world to that our relationship is actually fixed. I love it so much I can't stop smiling. For the first time I feel like I have a real dad and not a step dad.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Gettin up on my post game


I miss posting stuff. I feel so empty without it sometimes. I barely go on here its soooo bad that my followers don't really read my stuff anymore. Im not even hatin on that cuz itz ALL MY FAULT lol. It's ok cause im going to do better. I miss this thing so much lol.

Monday, February 22, 2010

tooooooo silly

Little Kids voice

Cory and Crystal

TO FUNNY

This video is us in little kids voice.

SO FUNNY GOTA WATCH

Me and my fam singin in a deep voice lol.

Friday, November 20, 2009

JUST A POST THATS ALL

I am sooooooooooooooooooo happy today. I'm not fully sure why but I am just happy. In acting class today me and my friend had to perform our skit in class today and include reputiton. It was great. Our teacher said it was one of the best ones. That went straight to my head lol. Also I'm excited because today was our last day of school and now we are on Thanksgiving break. yaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!
Life is pretty much sweet right about now I have nothing to worry about....or doooooooooooooo I??????lol. I'm just talking crazy talk right now. I really don't know what to say I'm just kinda typing to be typing.
O something just popped up in my head, you know what I want to see new moon sooooooooooooooooooooo bad. I loved the book and want to see the movie but the horrible thang is the tickets are all sold out. That made me soo mad. Ethier way imma see it soon or later. Another movie that i really really want to see is parnormal activity I herd that movie is real scary. I wanna see for myself if it really is. I hope it is though.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy Holloween

Hey you guys happy Halloween. I hope everyone had a good one. For me i did i wanted to go trick or treatin but you kno im getting a little to old for that but i don't care lol. But i sure did go shopping today i bout some more skinny jeans. Im crazy bout skinny jeans now lol

Friday, October 23, 2009

BLOG-SICK:(

Dang it's been a loooooooooooooooong time since I been on my blog, and I miss this thing very much. I wish I can blog everyday but every since school started it's been a hassle to keep the blog thing up. I have all these new monologues and skits to remember for acting class, and Spanish2 is not a joke. I just went threw Spanish1 with no problem but Spanish2 is a pain in the butt lol. But you know what it's all good.
It feels good to be back in school. I love it high school is the bomb no lie lol. I say enjoy the years right now while I can because once there gone there gone. But the only thing is that I am tired of being called short at school. I tell people I am average height and they look at me like I'm crazy. One of my friends call me umpa lumpa lol. I mean if you call me short don't make me that dang on short lol I'm 5'3 not 4'8. I told my mom that I wanted to play volleyball next year and she had the nerve to tell me that I was to short that hit a nerve lol. But you know what I don't care about being "short" anymore. You know why because a lot of guys like my height and think it's cute lol. So I'm cool with that.
Some other things that has been going on with me is guys. I have been meeting some pretty "awesome" guys you know. Especially one of them he is real down to earth and sweet you know, I don't know him that well yet but plan to get to know him. I also went to my homecoming and meet this guy who asked me to slow dance with him. We began to talk but you know I'm not sure if he is my type. The more we start talking the more cocky he seemed to be. I like a guy that feels good about himself but I don't want one that is to wrapped up in himself to think about me more often.
Another thing is that I got red highlights, and BOY DO THEY LOOK GOOD!!!!! lol well I have to tell you the truth they were clip ins but when I wore them everybody thought I really died my hair:). The only thing is I won't have them on Monday. The reason is because my little stank booty brother of mine went in my room and cut the little red clip ins. I was so mad he is so lucky I love him lol.
But yea I can't think of anything else to talk about right now so that's it about me leave a comment and tell me what you think of my life lol.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Hello My People.

Hey first off I want to say sorry for not blogging latly. It's just school started and I have been just busy lol. But let me tell you about my day. Dis dude tried to holla at me today lol. Me and my friends were just walking and then dis dude was behind us and was like I'm mad how yall walking slow. So we turned around and was like us. He was like yea but yall are fine he was like dang all 3 of yall is fine. Then he was just talking and talking and we didn't even understand him. Den he said I don't speak english I speak New Orleans lol. We was like okay... SO then i started walking a little faster so he followed me and I was smiling cuz I thought he was just stupid so he talking bout aye lil miss smiley whats your name. So I told him and he said o thats a pretty name can I get to kno you and he kept on asking me. So being the nice person that I am I said ok and then I just walked off. He was jacked up lol he looked like he needed to be dipped in a bath lol. But yea thats just a funny little thing that happend today. :)

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Me and My Bestie Post


Keyiana:
Just chillin right now with my bestie kesha. Der is always sum up when we get together. Like we just had a sharpie marker fight lol. Me n her was fightin ova a marker and now it's all over our face and arms lol. Dats just so immature lol. But she started it like always. I neva do anything I'm just a little angel lol but she a demon haha jp. But she like my ride or die on da real. She always singin and rappin doe and sometimes it gets on my nerves lol naw jp i do the same thing too and at least she can sing cuz i can't lol. But we always geting into something always in class talking and getting in trouble. Can't eva sit by each other nomo always gettin seperated lol. I remba one time I hit ha upside da head with a book and i didn't get caught den dis fool did it bck without checking to see what the teacher was doing and got herself in trouble lol. I'm the sneaky one(naw jp i was just lucky im to loud) But yea i love her to death n always got ha back lol :)

Imma let my best friend type sum here is...
Kesha:
We just chillnn wit each otha..nd she lyn by sayn she a angel..she iz crazii and physco..she need to be in a mental institution..jk..lol..nd i do be startn dha fights.but dey be funny nd we be havn sum fun..we had baby oil fights marker fights phone fights marshmellow fights whip cream fights hair fights..all types of fights..we just crazii ppl..nd during dha phone fight..all her phone numbers got deleted from her phone..lol..nd my headphones broke..but we still besties till dha end..we knew each otha for 4 years..dhats long..lol..but im dha crazii one nd she dha physco one..she be laughn ova nuthin..but dhats wat makes her..keyiana..lol..besties 4 life on deck

Both of us:
so now u get to see how we do it. What it boils down to is that we both crazy n physco lol (def. kesha) lol so yea besties on deck .

ps: check out our cbox conversation its crazy lol n after we got done we had a big fight lol. You gota scroll to the bottom of where we started talkin n work ur way up its too funny we are sum true dummies(well not me just kesha)

Friday, August 7, 2009

Am I short?


My friend keeps on telling me I'm short. Just cause he is taller than me does not make me short. I mean is 5'3 really short. I think that it is average size for a girl lol. I may be wrong. So help me out is 5'3 really short???? LOL let me kno tell the truth.

6month old baby kicked out of burger king


That is just real real realllllllll stupid. I mean who in the world does that.

Ex


So yesterday I talked to my ex boyfriend. I broke up with him recently. So we got to talking. And old feelings started to sprout up again. Don't you hate it when you feel like you got completely over someone to have the same feelings come back. It was like we were going out all over again in a way. He even told me he loved me lol. But even with that I'm going to try not to get back with him lol. My mom doesn't really care for him lol so I mite need to listen to my mom :)

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Check this out

I have a friend that has a blog. You should check her out and follow her too. Her URL is truefully.blogspot.com. She has some good music and stuff on there So check it out or die lol. Naw jp.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Ne-yo


I just now got to see this video. I have no comment lol.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Chillin =)

Hey you guys. Today I was just straight up chillin lol. My friend came over my house today. Then we went outside to go meet up with my other friend and her sister. So we all walking down the street. And some car drives by and this boy tried to holla at us. And he wasn't even the one that was driving the car to began with. And he was ugly lol. Thats just tacky. Boys(some boys not all) should try to get to know a girl first before they try to get with them. I mean you don't know if that girl is crazy or something else. Some boys try to get with you 5 minutes after they meet you. That aint cute at all. Well for me I don't think so. Some girls like it. I mean I do kinda like it when guys tryna holla but thats just cuz it's just make u feel like you looking good that day. But thats about it. Other than that they can keep on walking lol. Yea so anyways did yall kno that on August 12 I would have had this blog for a full month. I'm so happy lol. I didn't know how good my blog was gona turn out. But it turned out good if I must say so myself lol. :)

Just got back from orientation


I just got back from my orientation for school. It was pretty nice. I get to take Spanish 2 this year!!! I'm happy I got that class. The only thing is I hate the fact that in Spanish class you can't speak English. So the conversation is limited when you are not an expert lol. But it's all good. I have 2 acting classes. I have acting 1 this semester but acting 2 next. I hope I do good. Time to put my talent to the test lol. We have an audition for a school play in 2 weeks. So that's a week after school start. I don't know if I should try out I'm a little scared but I'll get over it(hopefully) lol. So yea that's basically all that happened today so far. :) I don't know what else to say lol. Kinda sidetracked.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Hot Water Corn Bread


dang i can't rember what the movie name where this came from. It's kinda old but it just popped up in my head. Yall know how that goes sometimes.

New poem by me :) :LOVE

I think I'm really getting use to this poem thing lol. I wrote 3 poems last night. I just couldn't stop writing. It was pretty cool. But I'm just gonna post one of them.
it's called love.
LOVE
some people say
"it is patient"
some people say,
"it is kind"
but does it really have a mind
is it pure and happy and free
or is it dark and ugly and stings like a bee
do we really know what it has in store
or do we just want it so we can have more.
Do we need it to survive or
can we get by being satisfied.
Does the things of this world deserve our heart.
Or is this just a little bitty start.
Do we change for it or
stay the same or
is this thing just really a game.
Can it play with your mind
and make you spend every dime
or does it bring you pain
that makes you forget about everything.
It is weird and crazy
and all the above.
And to tell you the truth.
"I don't really understand this thing called love"

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Just got my own pair of skinny jeans :)


I just bought my first pair of skinny jeans today at Skillz lol. I'm so happy. I always wanted some but neva bought any. I only bought one pair but I'm going back to the mall to buy some more for school. Only one week left till school start!!! I'm soooo happy to go to school(not in a nerd type of way lol jp) Hope I meet some new friends.

New poem:Broken(by me) :)

I decided to make another poem last night. Just to see how well I can put together a little flow. And I think it is pretty good. Only thing is the end is a little shaky just because I had a hard time trying to figure out how to end it. Since I don't really write poems. But here is what I wrote.Its called broken.
BROKEN

Broken into pieces
my hearts not beating
sick of being feed by these lies
so I stop eating.
The world goes around
but I feel like I'm going down
lost under the little lies
that try to keep me around.
I stay close for now
but one day I'm going out.
Breaking loose of the crowd
that's been holding me down
finding away to the top
I aint eva gona stop
my grind is on a lock
and I'm om a clock
that ticks away as my heart slowly stops
down memory lane my heart starts to change
picking up all he lost game
that I thought was lame.
But it's not the same.
It's the new truth that's taking me down a path
that can't change the past
but it helps me fast
To become something that I thought wouldn't last
but now I got a token
and I'm really not jokin
cuz guess what?
I'm...
UNBROKEN

Friday, July 31, 2009

Boring Day Go Away :(



Today was a slow day. All I did today was sleep,eat,and watch TV. And that's now good at all. I feel like a bum lol. Well at least school is bout to start. But you kno what sucks. I have to wake up at 5:30 in the morning each day. Then I have to get on a bus and drive 30 minutes down(probaly more than 30 minutes because of trafic) Just to go to school. And then I have an extended day for an extra drama class at the school. That's alot for me. I am not an early person at all. But I can't get mad cuz I sighned up for this school myself. I know imma love it though but lets just hope they love me lol.

Loved Ones.

I was debating rather or not I should post this but I decided to. Recently one of my friend's brother committed suicide. He was only 16 or 17 years old. He wasn't in the best conditions. He was doing drugs and hanging with the wrong people. I just can't imagine loosing my brother like that. And my heart goes out to my friend Darian. I will always be there for there family. I may not know how it is to loose a brother but I know how it is to loose someone very close to you. I lost the closest person to me which was my grandfather. I grew up with him everywhere he would go I would go. I'm from the south so as a child we use to have overalls going out in the field barefooted playing while my grandfather use to work out back. I still miss him. At school we had to write a poem one time so I wrote one about him. It's not as good as the poems I read in blogs but it still has a lot of meaning to it. So here it goes it's called the one I love.

The bed is to the left
I'm to the right
When you look in
the room everything
is in site.
The lights are dim
but yes so bright.
I hear tears and everybody
is in fright.
The question is why, why me?
What happened?
Could it be?
The answer is yes.
My feelings are hurt.
My granddaddy is gone-left
In the dirt.
I will miss you forever
and you know it's true
And for right now I
gotta make it through.
Granddaddy, I just want
you to know that...
"I LOVE YOU"

This poem describes the night that I found out that he was dead. He had been sick and the doctors expected him to die soon so they put him in an hospital that's meant for people who only have a life span of at least 2weeks. But he made it through. So we decided to go down to my hometown and visit him since he made it past 2 weeks. But when we got there everybody was crying. And then and there I knew in my heart what happened but I didn't want to believe it. They told us that he had died 15 minutes before we arrived. And I knew we could of made it if we didn't make a stop. I could of saw my granddaddy alive one more time if we hadn't stopped right quick. So I went to the back room and there he was on the bed dead. It was the worse thing I ever saw. He was so little since he was sick. That scene still burns in my head till this day even though it was 2 years ago now. He is the best thing that ever happend to me. I love him with all my heart.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

July.........



July is almost over. It seems like it's going by so fast. It always seems like time goes by fast when you are having a good time or in a rush. But the times when you feel like you are at the bottom and everything goes wrong it feels like time slowly goes to a freez. I never got that. I would rather it feel like a bad day has come and left and good times seem to last forever. Thats how it should be.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Kanye Says He Is The New King OF Pop >:(


Guess what I heard. Kanye is calling himself the new king of pop. He thinks that he should take over the throne. I really disagree with this. I am not saying that Kanye is a bad rapper or anything like that. But here is the thing. How is he just going to decide for himself that he is the king of pop. You can't decide that. Michael Jackson just didn't wake up one day and say,"I'm the king of pop".He really had to work hard for his title.Anyways his fans made him the king of pop not him. It's not in Kanye hands to make this decision it's the fans choice. And to tell you the truth I don't think it's time for a new king of pop yet. But that is all I have to say about this so if you agree or disagree just hit me up and comment on this and tell me what you think.

Random Thought.



I have a question for you guys. What is really being weird and what is being normal. Can somebody really be normal. Because nobody is perfect and everybody is not the same. So what is really normal. And how over the top do you have to be to be weird. Mostly everybody thinks of themselves as normal while somebody else is looking at you like you are weird lol. So yea if you have an answer to this question then feel free to comment about it. It's just a random thought that just popped up in my head lol.

What Do You Think?


Umm I really don't know if im digging Sheree Whitfeild,from Housewives of Atlanta hair do. But im not the one wearing it so I shouldn't be tripping over it lol. But it's just I dont know...diffrent. But maybe im the one that has the bad taste lol. So what do yall think about it. Do u guys like it or hate it. But as for the rest of the outfit I love it I think it looks good.

My crazy ways :O

Okay yall it is real early in the morning but I can't seem to go back to sleep. I feel sooo retarded right now. See yesterday I stayed up till like 4:30 in the morning. So when I woke up I looked at the clock and it said 7:14. And I just new I didn't wake up that early because I stayed up real late. So im thinking my clock is wrong because I wouldn't sleep all the way to night time. So im running around checking the clocks and they all telling me the same thing. So im like omg omg its 7 at night. Then I checked if my parents car was home and it wasn't. So I go in there room and my moms in there. She scared the crap out of me cuz i thought I was still at home alone. N im looking at her like how u get here. She starring at me like im crazy. She like what you talking bout. I was like its 7 AT NGHT. She was like no it's 7 in the morning. Now aint that something. I feel soo crazy. I shud of checked outside lol. And the tv clock since all our other clocks don't say AM or PM. But I feel soooooooooooooooooooo retarded. Im at home running around freaking out cuz im thanking I missed out on the whole day today and today really didn't even start really. Yall need to pray for me lol.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Morgan Freeman and His Step Grandaughter Dating??


Another thing that has been going around is that Morgan Freeman is having an affair with his step granddaughter. Man that is some nasty stuff real talk. He is like 72 and she is around 27. How could you do that she basically grew up around him. I use to look up to this man. I still do but only in a professional way but his personal life is kinda messed up right now. He to old for all this. He need a women that's at least 67. I don't see how he can date somebody so young. I hope this story is not true because I think imma throw up. Lol. I just don't understand this situation and I don't think I ever will. Maybe he going through a mid life crises or something like that. And he just trying to feel young again. Well whatever the reason is it's still nasty to me.

Reggie Bush and Kim K. Over?


Rumor has it that Reggie Bush and Kim K broke up. I don't know how true this is but that is whats going around lately. But chances are that it is true. It seems like celebs are always breaking up. If they did actually break up maybe they will get back with each other cuz they did seem like they were really feeling each other.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Crazy Boy.





This boy is freaking crazy. I think he need anger managment.It's fun to watch and everything but I am just glad I don't know him in real life.

Whats Up My People.

Yesterday I was just checking out other people blogs and things and I ran across this video of Trey Songz. And at the bottom of the video it said ustream.com. So I decided to type it in and check it out.So when I looked at the website it was real cool. It is almost like youtube exept when you are doing a video it's broadcasting it live and people get to send you qustions and things that you can answer. It's really cool you guys should check it out because it seems like a lot of celebs are on there as well. I saw Bow Wow, Trey Songz, Kyle from college hill, but thats all I saw for now. So check it out.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Gucci Bags



My Comments Work.

For some reason everytime I have a problem with blogger I end up finding a solution the next day. But my comments work now for the bottom of each post. So now you can comment under my post again. ;)

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Solange's Hair


Solange has cute off all that pretty hair. I just don't get it.What is up with all these celebs and hair these days. A lot of them are just shaving off all the hair they have like it aint nothing. I really don't agree with it but who am I lol. So if they like it I love it (not really):)

Spongebob Backpack


I am a big spongbob fan. So this year I want a spongebob backpack. But the only thing is should I really step into high school with a spongebob backpack. I mean don't get me wrong I'm not qustioning it because im ashamed of spongebob lol cuz spongebob is pimpin. At my school everybody got their little cartoon backpack but im going to a new school that I really don't know anything about. So what if they look at me like im crazy. But then again it is not about them it's bout what I like so you kno what imma get me a spongebob backpack lol.

New Comment Space.

Hey for some reason my comment space under my post has been deleted. I have tried to get it back but for some reason it just dosen't come back. So I put a comment box on the side for you to comment. So feel free to comment over there. And if you know how to fix this problem please help me.

LeToya Luckett New Video "She Aint Got It"


I just herd this song today. It is off the chain I love this song.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Prada's Spring/Summer 2009