A act of kindness a day will keep bad feelings away :)

Today I have decided to make sure that I give at least one compliment to someone everyday. You just never know how much it can brighten up someone's day.

I personally believe it can really make a difference in someone's day, because each time someone gives me a compliment it really makes me happy.

For example, today is one of many days that I have been coming down hard on myself about my looks. I don't know why...ultimately I know that I'm not ugly . However sometimes I don't think I'm pretty enough. Normally the girls that get all of the attention have flawless makeup ...nails done...hair always well groomed ...and great bodies. As for me I am totally opposite. Even though I must admit I have been doing extremely better with my hair. THANK GOD FOR YOUTUBE!!! Lol. Now my biggest issue is my weight and simply not feeling girly enough. I wanna be the girl that keeps her nails done and eyebrows plucked, with the best of the best makeup. However being the broke college student I am ...that is most definitely on the back burner.

So with all these expectations I have for myself, sometimes I forget about the natural beauty that I already have. And honestly I think a lot of people can relate , because we are our own worse critics. So sometimes it's great to have someone compliment you ...And help you remember how beautiful you really are.

I'm currently at my job right now and I was waiting on two gentlemen. We were talking about YouTube and how it teaches you how to do anything. I began to talk about how I wanted to get into make-up.(I didn't have any makeup on btw). The two guys looked at me and both said...you are lucky to have a nice natural beauty, and that I didn't need make up at all. And when they were leaving they told me to stay beautiful and have a nice day .

I honestly don't think they know how much that made my day. It's not that I need to be accepted by anybody, but it is really nice to know when your beauty is noticed. Everyone needs that kick of self esteem every now again.

So I made this long post just to say....BE KIND! If you are thinking of something nice about someone , make sure you say it. It could possibly make there day.

Re-Introduction

Okay! Hey everyone who might be reading this. I would like to reintroduce myself (in my jay-z voice lol.) I have had this blog since the year of 2009. However I have not been consistent with my blogging. Even though I have not blogged in like 2 years, I always have this itch to keep blogging.  So you know what???....That's what I'm going to do lol. 

Who is "Keyiana," in 2015???

1. I am now 20 years old.
2. I started this blog when I was only 14. So I have grown a lot!!! 
3. I am currently single and looking but not looking lol.
4. I live with 3 roommates...one in which is my uncle lol (he is only 27)
5. I go to art institute of Atlanta.
6. I major in video production.
7. I have a kitten named Mr.Mittens
8. I work at waffle house of all places!
9. I drive a very loud and obnoxious mustang.
10. Last but not least, I'm the coolest on the planet!

The objective of this blog.

My objective for this blog is more of a therapeutic hobby for me. However I would love to meet people from this blog that share the same similarities as me, but at the end of the day I really don't care to much about my number of followers. The reason why I am so set on this blog is because I am a very EMOTIONAL  person!!! Sometimes I have so much pint up emotion, that I just kinda freak out ( not in a crazy way). I just have moments where I am really sad or really happy or really whatever other emotion I am. And when this happens, sometimes it's very hard for me to express how I feel because I feel as if nobody gets me. I have been called sensitive all my life and it gets frustrating because I don't wanna show how I really feel due to the fact people are just going to judge me for being "sensitive." 

What to look for.

What to look for in this blog is a ROLLER COASTER full of emotion type post. I want to blog about my life. I want to let you guys know how I am feeling at the moment. Hopefully with this blog I can make new friends and just share a bond like no other :)  

Just a day

Sooo I got home around one. I should have took pics of my day but I'm still getting use to getting back into this blog thing. But honestly I didn't do a lot today. I just went to my boyfriend house early in the morning and stayed there all day. I truly feel like I live with him lol. I wake up and go straight to his house most of the time. I even take my showers over there. It feels weird to be this close with somebody. I have not really been this close in a relationship with someone before. But it's great, I know me and him havnt been dating for a long time but I honestly feel as if he is the one. The way he looks at me and the way he take care of me I just love it. We just have a strong connection. It is sooooo crazy!!! I have never had a boyfriend that I just was around 24/7. But when I tell you guys that me and him do EVERYTHING together...we really do. Like Since the first day I meet him I have not missed a day of seeing him. I love it so much we really have a bond :) :) :)

Im back!!!!!!!  Boy oh boy do I miss blogging. This time it is going to be a little different. For example I don't really care about spell check, I will spell or misspell my words as much as I want. Also there is no holding back what so ever. As I mentioned on my header....I am treating this like my online diary. If you stay posted I swear you will know every detail of my life, if you don't stay posted then oh well I just really need a place to vent!
 ANYWHOOOOOOO lets get to the good stuff! :) Here is a update on my life.
I am 18 years of age and I will be 19 very soon on October 13th. I currently am in college but im dropping that shit asap! Honestly college is not for me and I have decided to make it another way. Also I have a boyfriend who I like a lot lol. We have been dating for almost 2 months but I can honestly say that I never been so involved in a relationship before like this one. I love how he can be very demanding and stern but at the same time sweet and wanting to give me everything in the world. My little nickname for him is daddy! Ha I honestly thought that calling guys daddy was so cheesy and corny but im not going to lie I love calling him daddy for some strange reason.

Yup yup this is my love bug. Meet Yehowshua aka Josh. My Jamaican man. One thing that is so funny about our relationship is that before we got together I was telling my mom how I wanted a nice looking Jamaican guy but I did not want him to have a accent. And guess what the next day I meet josh who just so happened was Jamaican and did not have an accent unless he chose to. That was pretty awesome.
 Next on the list lets talk about the next love of my life which is my car! This was an graduation present and lets just say I love my PaPa forever!!!!!! Even though I'm broke and can't feed my baby enough gas ...me and this mustang ride out every damn day!

Well I'm going to wrap this up because I'm getting a little sleepy but yeah that is a preview of what is more to come :)

Have not blogged in forever

soooooo i have not blogged in awhile and i feel like i need to. But i really don't know what to talk about. Nothing really has been going on with me really but just me simply living my life. Oh well im really getting into film editing and my mom convinced me to try to go to college for it so yea thats what i want to do. Far as social life all my friends are the best ever. Love life is rocky lol. I think i like one guy den i dnt and think i like another so i guess im just chillin it with boys. What ever happens happens. I do have one ex boyfriend my most recent i broke up with him and he just does not know the word no. ha right when i type that my phone vibrated and its him. Check this out he has another girlfriend now and still trying to make passes to me. I guess i got it like that lol jp. But me and him are never going to be well yea so ill blog again i promise sorry if stuff is misspelled or anything i dnt feel like proof reading it lol

Video chat

I really really really love video chat lol. It just so funny. I think It is way better then just talking on the phone lol. But that is just me. I love doing me like im a twin. I am just a silly person

sooooooooooo!!!!!!! What you think

sooo i been thinking lately I know I said i was going to start back blogging on this blog but my friend and I start blogging together again. I really dont know If i should still maintain this blog or not if my followers still out ther let me know lol

Coming bck to blogging

Hey havnt been on here in awhile cause i tried to do a blog with a friend. Lets just say it didn't work out, but we are still really good friends though. So yea keke is bck bloggin on here :).

CHECK IT OUT

Hey everybodi me and my friend mariah have a new blog out. Make sure you check it out at luvateen.blogspot.com It is going to be way better than this one once we really get it started up. There are diffrent sections like silly pics and videos and hopefully we come up with more stuff.

The great thing at church camp.

I couldn't believe that this was going to happened to me. So here is the story. This week I was at church camp in Alabama and just go back yesterday. How was it you may ask. IT CHANGED MY LIFE. I have never been so in touched with GOD as how I was at camp. I praised him like I never praised him before. One day I was soooo caught up in him that I started speaking in tongues. For those who don't know what that is it is a gift GOD gives you when he is ready that is a language that is only spoken for him. You can't teach this language most people don't even know what they are saying unless you have the gift to translate it. But anyways that was the best thing ever. Then I also got baptize for the first time. I'm so ready to give my life to him. I'm not listening to any secular music at all. If I so happened have a friend that wants to make it in the rap game and wants me to listen I will and give my input but that's about it. But church camp is awesome I also meet five new great friends Mariah, Jarod, Kayla, Linda, and Alivia. All the pics of them are above. But all four of these people are a blessing to call friends. Kayla and I got baptized together. Me and Jarod talk and give each other advice and walk in baby steps in Christ together. And so does me and Mariah. And Alivia and Linda has such a kind loving soul I love them all.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!

Last day of skool its about time im soooooo happy. Im tired of doing skool work. Man this year went by so fast. I guess cause I had like the best year. Learned some life lessons and had fun too.

MY BESTIE:D

It's only one more day of school. One of the people who I am going to miss most is my best friend Christian. He is the best. I tell him EVERYTHING!!! I never thought I would be this close to him and I just meet him this year its crazy. But I'm glad we are best friends. The funny thing about this is when I first meet him I had a huge crush on him. I thought it was nice to know that he showed interest in me to,but then we got close. Nothings wrong with close but we are toooooo close lol. I don't even like him in that way what so ever now lol. It's crazy. But he is such a good friend and I really hope we get to hang out allot this summer.

Nun to do

Just edited a pic. Looks nice to me lol. Im kinda bored now;(. Im just ready for school to end only 5 more days to go yaaaaay. I need a break from high school lol. Can't say I dont love it doe cause i do. Man I really don't know what to do with myself right now im so bored. Mayb ill see what movie I can watch on demand.

Milkshake on deck;)

Just got back from steak n shake lol. I know its a shame drinking a milkshake and 12 sum in the morning. But my mom just popped outta nowhere and was like lets get a milkshake. So u know im down lol. Love strawberry milk shakes that is my fav. ;) Im kinda sleepy too right now but I don't wanna go to sleep lol.

bored

I was bored and decided to make a video lol. I know im crazy and the music is kinda off from my mouth lol but its all good haha.

My moms bday:)

Yaaaaaay!!! Today is my mother's birthday and im so happy. She is the best mom in the world. Even though she is really really really CRAZY. Lol like right now im looking at her run around the room acting like she a gym trainer lol. She always have me laughing. I could never ask for a better mom:)

New found love

This is the craziest thing ever. I never thought there would be a day. For the first time I truly can say I feel that my step dad really cares for me and loves me. You see me and my step dad never really had a true relationship. It was basically a type of thing where I do what he saids and everything will run well. Now what type of relationship is that. Every time I see my girlfriends and there dads hanging and laughing and smiling, I'm the girl that just looks and get jealous.

I just think how bad i want that to be a little daddy's girl. I seriously crave that all the time. And i was upset that i did not have that cause my step dad and I never really talk. But yesterday was a whole turn around. It started with me cleaning the kitchen and he came in there fusing and asking me why I didn't do this and that. When he does stuff like this he makes me nervous and I start stuttering and saying stuff I didn't mean. So I started doing that and he asked me why I was lying and all these things. Then outta nowhere I just blew up. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CRAZY!!! Everything just came out about how i didn't like how he talked to me and how I wanted a real daughter dad relationship with him. Who would have known he actually listened. It was like a big stack of anger I held back, and it all came out. I couldn't believe it. I started crying and everything. And when I looked in his eyes and when he told me how much he care for me and my mom I really saw it in his eyes. It was the best thing in the world.

I don't think I have been any happier. It meant the world to that our relationship is actually fixed. I love it so much I can't stop smiling. For the first time I feel like I have a real dad and not a step dad.

Gettin up on my post game

I miss posting stuff. I feel so empty without it sometimes. I barely go on here its soooo bad that my followers don't really read my stuff anymore. Im not even hatin on that cuz itz ALL MY FAULT lol. It's ok cause im going to do better. I miss this thing so much lol.

tooooooo silly

Little Kids voice

Cory and Crystal